Chapter 16

Previous chapters can be found here.

I am now 15 chapters into my story. I can’t overstate the therapeutic effect it has had on me.

As I stated in chapter 1, all of this was just a bunch of jumbled up puzzle pieces bouncing around in my head.

What I really needed to do was sift through everything and begin to form the narrative of what has happened over the past few years.

Often time, with REDACTED, I am too easy to forgive or forget all she has put me through. She has a way of twisting things and gaslighting me into seeing a distorted version of the past. But now I have in black and white this cohesive narrative.

Why make it public?

Well I’ve had a few very public crash outs the past few years. Moments I was highly unstable and didn’t properly express why. Not even sure I knew why. Maybe I want people to see the torment I’ve endured. Being branded with the label of a domestic abuser, someone who has committed violence. This has thoroughly screwed with my head.

I’ve gotten threatened with jail at least a dozen times for just saying something REDACTED didn’t like or just leaving her. Yes, she called the cops on me for leaving to get away from her once. She called the cops once as I was trying to have her trespassed from my apartment and cried foul to everyone she didn’t feel safe and needed the cops to get her out safely.

One time she even sent pictures of bruises on her body to my family and insinuated that I had sexually abused her…..

REDACTED is dangerous. I’ve seen the slander she has put BD2 through. Accusing him of molesting his own daughter. Accusing him of abusing her.

She is dangerous.

I have always been an open book. I’ve been open with the fact that I have a DVO on me. Because I know I’ve done nothing wrong. I have done nothing wrong.

I’m the one who has been a victim of abuse. I think I put that on full display with the evidence I put together for my EPO.

She found that binder in my apartment by the way. And she tore it to shreds.

I live in a world where facts tell my truth, I don’t have to warp details and spin a manipulated narrative to weaponize the justice system to get my way.

These 12,000 words I’ve written in a week just flew onto the page. It’s easy when you’re telling the truth.

I still have a lot more to tell.

This blog is mostly for me, but I enjoy sharing it. I’ve gotten exactly 0 feedback, reactions, or comments on it.

But my analytics tell me people are reading it. Like, a stupid amount. Vast majority come from Facebook. So just saying I appreciate you taking time out of your day to read it.

While she hasn’t seen it yet, I fully expect her to see it eventually. She’s blocked on Facebook but she’ll see it no doubt. I’ve been very careful to redact her name. Any pictures of her are generated cartoons. I’m exercising my first amendment right. Everything I say is true and backed with evidence. One can’t be slandered by the truth.

They can be defeated by the truth though.